What Now

I Don't Care Anymore.

OK, that's a lie. I do care. However, I'm not going to let it make me feel bad.

Ok, that's a lie too. Okay, how about this: I won't act like it bothers me.

Ok, that is also a lie. How about I only act like it bothers me when I'm home alone with my dogs. Then I can eat chocolate and cry if I need to and no one will need to feel uncomfortable about it but me and the dogs. Then when I hit the angry days, I can throw stuff and say mean things in my head that I'd never say in person. That's more probable.

Okay, now I have a plan.