What Now

Just Like A Bulldog.

I hold grudges. For those of you who know me well, you know this. I've always been this way, and quite frankly I'm tired of it. For some reason, when someone hurts me or the people that I care about, my opinion of them forms and I cover it in Quick-Crete to set it into place, and nothing anyone says can change my mind. I hate this about myself. There have been so many times when I think I've finally forgiven them for whatever it is that they've done, but more likely than not, something makes me remember again and I'm back at square one. So I'm asking anyone who reads this to pray for me and my struggle with this. I'm trying to fix a lot of things about myself, and some things are easier than others. I'd appreciate it.