Hello.
It’s been a long time, hasn’t it?
I didn’t feel like writing here for a long time. In fact, I almost shuttered the whole thing. Something stopped me, though.
Things got bad. Very bad. Maybe the worst they’ve ever been for me so far, and to be honest, I wasn’t sure I’d survive it. But I did. Granted, I’m a bit battle scarred, but still here.
The divorce didn’t happen. I genuinely thought it would. I was terrified. I told people. I started making plans and trying to figure out what I was going to do, but ultimately, we didn’t do it. It hasn’t been easy, and things are still a bit raw in spots, but we came out on the other side.
I was too afraid to say anything just in case. I still am, a little. But I decided that maybe someone might want to know.
Lots of things have changed in the past year. I’ve lost people who meant the world to me, and I’ve had to learn to adjust, but I’m ok for now.
Things are still strange, but I’m grateful for what I have. We’ll see what happens.
I hope you’re well, too.
