Nothing stays the same from day to day. Good things turn into bad things and one decision changes to another with amazing speed. I want the good and happy things. Normal things. I haven't gone crazy yet, so there's that.
I know some of you must think I'm sort of an insufferable whiner or something, but this is honestly very, very hard. Hard for both of us.
Please for more prayers, if you have some to spare.
That is all.