What Now

Bleh. I have to get my picture made for the new church directory this Friday. I don't like having my picture made. No, let me change that...I don't mind having my picture made, but I don't like seeing the pictures of me that are made.

I have this image of myself in my head, and photos only prove to me that I don't look like that. I also don't believe I photograph well to begin with. I don't fake smile very well (one thing I learned from being in beauty pagents as a child) and I'm so very pale that pictures made with a flash practically wash me out. It's like, there is Steve standing next to a white blur with big brown eyes and brown hair.

I wonder if they will just let me put my feet in the picture?